Zombieyue

hi my friends, i've been away from deviantart for years, and i havent drawn for more than three years, i gave up drawing after i graduated from college and i didnt chose the job that i wanted to. i almost gave up my dream. These years i always wantedcto draw but whenever i picked up the pencils i couldnt draw. i felt desperate. and after such a long time my drawing skill has dropped a lot. all of my drawing friends are getting better and better, and i really wanted to be one of them. now i finally get back what i really love, and i wont leave it for a second time. drawing is my dream and is my lifetime love. i will hold on to it till the end.

After learing Photoshop for a week, i can say i am totally in love with it, i love the way to paint with it, although i just knew a litte about it. I remembered about one year ago, when i went to the Photoshop class for the first time, i was determinded  to learn, but by the second time i entered the classroom, i fell asleep, because the class was so dull,  the things teacher tought us didnt attract me and after that i quit, i realized that i didnt like it. during the year, i saw many beautiful digital paintings and i wished i would do like that. and till now, someone just showed me a way , i can call him as a teacher, and really thanks him,

i feel helpless and hopeless these days   , i really need some good advice that can help me improve my skill, i got no help from my teachers, they dont even want to have a look at my drawings, i just keep drawing on my own, no one here to teach me , and i dont know what i draw is good or bad, i've improved my skill a lot, but i need more , really dont know what to do, i sign up here looking for help, hope the friends i added and the artist i havent known would help me out......